urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:hopesxfalling because life is to short to waste it on somebody else... the greatest lovers were murders first 2004-12-28T20:56:39Z urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:hopesxfalling:39385 2004-12-28T20:56:39Z 2004-12-28T20:56:39Z im getting rid of this journal. <br /> <br />Cold_war<br />is the new one.<br /><br />add it if you want urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:hopesxfalling:38683 2004-11-11T20:05:09Z 2004-11-11T20:05:09Z I am cold from your power you hold.<br />Under your eyes i can see,<br />the tiny ropes inside, that choke,<br />and tighten at every thought,<br />that wasnt about you. I pray for my<br />anger to break, and unwind any thread<br />that linked you back to me. How you <br />hold disease, so close to my heart.<br />These winds sing of open wounds,<br />and try to burry me. Leave me <br />in a piece i created. ultimatly yours.<br />You lost me. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:hopesxfalling:38586 2004-10-31T06:58:24Z 2004-10-31T06:58:24Z Make Move (you know you know it haha) so im chillen with my best friends, im having the fucking best time of my goddam life. I wish night like this would never fucking end. Its times like these that make life worth fucking living. If i could make one wish it would be to restore all my friendships and do nothing but hang out with the people i love much. I know that sometimes things get shady and out of hand with people. But life isnt worth living unless your having fun. That's why i dont want to have any enemies. If i have said or done anything to put you down in any way i take it back a million times over. Im starting over, so lets start over. It doesnt matter what ive done to you/youve done to me. Nothing but love. Besides that OTHER great news. My band CONTRA is setting up in the works a full winter tour with none other than COLD WAR. our last show with them was amazing. And im so glad to have played with those dudes. This band gives me new meaning and has opened so many new doors on my pathway to life. To my friends and brothers in my band. I love you. Thank you for letting me be apart of something so special and great as this. Relationship wise. I couldnt ask for anything more special in a girl. Its been 3 MUTHAFUCKING YEARS, that ive been with sara. I plan on marrying that girl. I love her so much. Well i hope everyone stays safe on halloween i fucking love you all so much. Please make sure to check out contra on out next couple of shows, dont be shy come up and say hi, id love to see any of you. xoxox.<br /><br />-Nick urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:hopesxfalling:38263 2004-10-16T01:12:05Z 2004-10-16T01:12:05Z Unearth: This lying world Im at kevins updating this thing cause i never get a chance to, today was pretty chill, im being haunted by a fortunie cookie curse. And i got a speeding ticket. Besides that im peechy. I miss a lot of you faggots, so uh, drop a line. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:hopesxfalling:37917 2004-10-03T02:42:00Z 2004-10-03T02:42:00Z Warriors So im listening to the new warriors cd. Chillen about to smoke a bowl with some bros.<br />S A U S A G E P A R T Y.<br /><br />hahaha, had a bbq for prendiz today, it was cool, handlon cruised over. Good times.<br />Now were looking for a place to cruise. If you know lets do it.<br />&lt;3 urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:hopesxfalling:37642 2004-09-21T16:10:28Z 2004-09-21T16:10:28Z I quit smoking yesterday. One more day and the nicotine will be outta my system. No more ciggerettes for good. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:hopesxfalling:37425 2004-09-20T08:01:20Z 2004-09-20T08:01:20Z i am not nice... urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:hopesxfalling:37149 2004-09-17T05:50:25Z 2004-09-17T05:50:25Z Im sitting in kevins room just chillen. Relised that today was awesome. Beach. Pooping. Yolandas. One bummer though. No sara. but tomorow is the show. And should be fun, Expecting to see those i love there tomorow. If you miss martyr ad i give you a mad d suck. no joke. &lt;3333 urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:hopesxfalling:36985 2004-09-04T19:25:47Z 2004-09-04T19:25:47Z today is going to fucking rule. BBQ at kevins... and then the show tonight. Hope all you fuckers go... cheap pee pee rubs for all.<br />I am a lil sad right now though to tell you all the truth. Jake will not be able to sing tonight, so its just gonna be me singing. I &lt;3 you jakey bakey. hell still be there ladies. So come for da jake, stay for the contra. By the way we have a new song. Go apeshit, its a fucking killer. No joke. Heave as fuck. xoxoxo urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:hopesxfalling:36707 2004-09-03T21:57:38Z 2004-09-03T21:57:38Z Park: dont know the name of the song As of this week everything seems cool i guess, for one contra quit being lazy, or kevin quit being lazy.... haha. New song just written as of yesterday. Fucking awesome shit, I promise. Garenteed to make you shit your pants. De Bone is an awesome guy like that. Writes some heavy shit. This tour is going to be amazing. Washington??? fuuuck yes... In such event i am going to get my sleve done before tour. All shit done by lynus. (The artist who did final plan/GUTG/AFI/Nerve agents, and i think theres more. But yeah. good stuff. I'm going to go to brooks soon. I cant wait to start. Ok so i got a story for you all. I woke up this morning... Found richard laying in bed next to me... he was moning a girls name...followed by "Ohhh yes." Funniest shit ever. Later, i am downstairs in kevins den playing Street hoops Volume 2. (Which is the shit bitches) Richard tells me he has a crazy dream has nothing to do with what i heard come outta his mouth this morning. (more of a violent dream from what i can recall) then he tells me we cuddled. i love it &lt;3 Richard i love you. Well folks thats the end of my story. Lindsey Lohan gives me raging boners. So does Ashlee Simpson. 8=====D urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:hopesxfalling:36518 2004-08-19T07:08:47Z 2004-08-19T07:08:47Z I WONT GO<br />Cause i've been there before, <br />it took my thirty years to pick my face off the floor.<br />Im sorry if things arnt the same but sleepless nights are <br />hardly worth the cheapness of your game, <br />If you know what i mean<br />LIVE FOR YOUR FUCKING SELF<br />life is to short to waste it on somebody else<br />there was a time where i swear i felt <br />that i fucking cared<br />burned now i walk with this fist in the fucking air<br />If you know what i mean<br />LIVE FOR YOUR FUCKING SELF<br />LIFE IS TO SHORT<br />T O W A S T E I T O N S O M E B O D Y E L S E<br />I don't care what they fucking say,<br />there not the ones who got to live with the pain<br />F U C K Y O U<br />dont talk to me im as deaf as i am blind<br />you made me cheap and thanks for wasted fucking time. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:hopesxfalling:36259 2004-08-19T06:31:08Z 2004-08-19T06:31:08Z Bleeding through: just another pretty face So yeah tonight was kind of cool, not working was a plus, but not hanging out with KAYLEE was not a plus. That was probably my fault but i love you kaska. <br /><br />- Shattered Realm, jesus christ so good. Singer of Punishment singing for them, made it that much more enjoyable.<br />-Getting stoned off my ass. Getting stupid high. I fucking love it. Then tonight makes me life a lil bit better.<br />-Minus getting over stuff. This i cannot really say why, but it fucking burns inside me about things i cannot make better.<br />-But i think that this life of mine should turn a whole 180' degrees before things get out of hand.<br />-I think that Old english has a taste like no other. Mickeys is some good shit. But this Old english is da shit. <br /><br />I fucking love my friends right now. But I'm missing something...<br />I think i should continue writing lyrics.<br /><br />by the way...<br /><br />I &lt;3 you. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:hopesxfalling:35895 2004-08-17T09:16:16Z 2004-08-17T09:16:16Z in the event everything should go terribly wrong...<br />drink until your eyes cant tell the difference between life or death...<br /><br />fuck it.<br /><br />I am not happy somebody drink with me...<br /><br />or die.<br /><br />could care less...<br /><br />Brocklesocks makes my dick hard.<br /><br />End of story.<br /><br />P.s sean give me a number i can actually get a hold of you by...<br />&lt;3 urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:hopesxfalling:35655 2004-08-12T04:15:25Z 2004-08-12T04:15:25Z Bleeding through Our Enimies so i havent updated in a while... yeah lots o stuff going on, shitty stuff i guess too. Um got a job, band is doing good, going to take promo shots tonight hopfully, nothing fucking special. Nothing to rockstar for you kids...haha. i love being a rockstar... sense the sarcasim. So this job means money which equals tattoos and x-box games and pisto. As well as le gange. hah. So this means if you want to smoke its a fucking open invitation...i need someone to get some gooooooood shit. None of that pretendo crap. Suck it faggot. Anyway besides that, ive been going through revolations of wierd fucking thinking patterns. im pretty bummed out about alot of shit i cant really say, but when fucking life rolls shit at you, you just got to fucking suck it up. Im glad i still gotz good friends in my life... its definatly something worth treasuring. i think my selection of friends is 'dwindling". I think i need out of this city. My my my. Things are just...not nice. Im confused about a lot of thing i guess to. I got of probation, that makes life easier. But im definatly not looking for anything i think about the couple shows ive been to of late. good stuff. I want to see day of contempt again, besides that a cut throat show would be nice. not gonna happen again. Somebody needs to start up the hyperstone heist. Bunches o shit. Wish i had something to do tonight...someone to talk to about stuff.. i think a crucial hang out session is in order. My nigga klee just answered my prayer. &lt;333333 urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:hopesxfalling:35519 2004-06-27T23:02:27Z 2004-06-27T23:02:27Z <img src="http://img54.photobucket.com/albums/v164/MyXDemise/flyer.gif"> urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:hopesxfalling:35150 2004-06-10T01:24:10Z 2004-06-10T01:27:25Z <p>lindsey lohan should sell merch for contra....</p> <p><img style="WIDTH: 194px; HEIGHT: 307px" height="739" src="http://members.fortunecity.com/noops101/lindsay_lohan001.jpg" width="331"></p> <p>If god was down he'd get lindsey to sell merch for us...</p> <p>our promo shots are tonight.....ein is going to be in them....</p> <p>I am graduating...then partying...awesome...</p> <p>then tour to canada eh...where i will smoke weed and drink till my brain is no good.</p> <p>I love most of you reading this...</p> <p>If you want a demo hit me up...</p> <p>P.S. Hillary duff fans can suck my cock.... seriously...she has NO tits.</p> <p>You dont like it... then FUCK YOU buddy...</p> <p>the end.</p> P.S.P.S who ever stole money from reneaza should get shot. I happen to like talking baths in her moms tub. Give it back or get aids. Also give back kevins shit too. Get aids as well if you dont give that back either...yeah. Bitches......fag. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:hopesxfalling:35057 2004-05-23T01:43:08Z 2004-05-23T01:44:33Z <p><font color="#000000">For those who care, here is whats up in my life today.</font></p> <p><strong><font color="#ff0000">Contra</font></strong></p> <p><font color="#ff0000">My new love, my reason for staying happy. I love being apart of this, i cannot wait to record my vocals. Jakes are done, and it sounds sick. It gives me the fattest boners ever, haha. Song number two, most definatly my favorite song. Because southern rock parts rule. If you bored go check out the <a href="http://www.contralovesmetal.com">contra site</a>&nbsp;or better yet go look at my lyrics at the offical <a href="http://www.livejournal.com/users/contraxhc">lyrics page</a>. Haha. so great. Our mp3's are on pure volume im too lazy to give you bitches a link. Go find it. Were not gonna play any shows around here. But were gonna be touring this summer. Actually right after a graduate we leave. A M A Z I N G. </font></p> <p><font color="#3333ff"><strong>Being a criminal</strong></font></p> <p><font color="#3333ff">Last night was humorus, twists and turns. I am so thankfull to have close friends that i can commit crimes with on saterday nights with. Afterwards metting up at javiers and talking about touring. Javi playing for us on tour. Good stuff. Then metting up at 7/11 off 5th and ventura. Haha, meeting a rasta broad and giving her a dollar to by some 211's. Her coming back out explaing how shes gonna hook us up with some kron. Her running around for about an hour, and ever 5 minutes coming back explaining how shell be right back. I think she just walked around in circles around the 7/11. Good stuff. </font></p> <p><font color="#3333ff">ryan georges band is wierd... but i kinda like it. Call me a fag. But its wierd. I can't picture him singing. Fuck. haha. </font></p> <p>As school goes, im on track to graduate. Yearbook still sucks. And i need money for brooks. So im going to join the coast guard. Hah! so funny. <p>p.s. somebody should give me money so i can stop staring at my unfinished tattoo.</p> <p>Fuck you and goodnight</p> <p>go listen to contra.</p> urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:hopesxfalling:34656 2004-05-20T03:23:43Z 2004-05-20T03:23:43Z new screen name:<br /><br />xc0ntr4x urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:hopesxfalling:34509 2004-05-18T04:58:50Z 2004-05-18T04:58:50Z LAST PERSON WHO<br />x. Slept in your bed: My sara<br />x. Saw you cry: Sara<br />x. Made you cry: Parents<br />x. You shared a drink with: Richard and Jake<br />x. You went to the movies with: Sara<br />x. You went to the mall with: Sara<br />x. Yelled at you: Sara<br />x. Sent you an email: Not sure<br /><br />HAVE YOU EVER...<br />x. Said "I Love You" and meant it?: Yes<br />x. Gotten in a fight with your pet: Tug of war. <br />x. Florida: no<br />x. California: yes<br />x. Hawaii: no<br />x. Mexico: yes<br />x. China: no<br />x. Canada: no<br />x. Danced naked: naked tag at kevins house with sara.<br />x. Dreamed something really crazy and then it happened the next day: Um just normal deja vu<br />x. Wish you were the opposite sex: nah.<br />x. Had an imaginary friend: yea, me myself and i. Fuck you guys.<br />x. Do you have a crush on someone: Jake-e-poo<br />x. What book are you reading now: no books boo.<br />x. Worst feeling in the world: regret<br />x. Future son's name: Kid<br />x. Do you sleep with a stuffed animal: I have ein<br />x. What's under your bed: a bunch of shit. no really...<br />x. Favorite sport to watch: Hockey by far and boxing<br />x. Siblings: Nichole, Tina, and a lil brother.<br />x. Location: oxnard<br />x. College plans: Brooks<br />x. Piercings/tattoos: got one<br />x. Boyfriend/Girlfriend: Sara Deutinger/Mary<br /><br />EXTRA STUFF<br />x. Do you do drugs: Really soon<br />x. Do you drink: All the time<br />x. Who is your best friend: My band is my friend. And ein.<br />x. What are you most scared of: Ryans penis<br />x. What clothes do you sleep in: in the nude.<br />x. Where do you want to get married: San clemente<br />x. Who do you really hate: blood brothers...H A T E.<br />x. Been in Love: yes<br />x. Do you drive: my truck <br />x. Do you have a job: no<br />x. Do you like being around people: no<br />x. Are you for world peace: im for world pizza<br />x. Are you a health freak: FUCK YOUR DIET YOU PIECE OF SHIT EAT SOME MEAT YOU FUCKING FREAK. haha, i kid. No seriously eat something. Fuck healthy food, you only live once, so life it fun.<br /><br />STUFF<br />x. Have you ever loved someone you had no chance with: OH yes.<br />x. Have you ever cried over something someone of the opposite sex did: NOOOOOO, me??? never...<br />x. Do you have a "type" of person you always go after: No rules beautiful inside and out.<br />x. Want someone you don't have right now: nah<br />x. Are you lonely right now: nope<br />x. Song thats stuck in your head a lot: Third eye blind Hows it gonna be?<br />x. Do you want to get married: Very soon<br />x. Do you want kids: 3<br /><br />FAVORITE<br />x. Room in house: Mine<br />x. Type(s) of music: Metal, Hardcore, <br />x. Band(s): Between the buried and me, Shockwave, everytime i die, and of course EIGHTEEN VISIONS. B I T C H.<br />x. Color: black<br />x. Perfume or cologne? Niether, i smell of greek constantly<br />x. Month: March<br />x. Stone: Fuck i dont know. Pop rocks are for me.<br /><br />IN THE LAST 48 HOURS, HAVE YOU...<br />x. Cried: nope<br />x. Bought something: two bean and cheese burritos at taco bell.<br />x. Gotten sick: nah<br />x. Sang: Open hand.<br />x. Said "I love you": yes<br />x. Wanted to tell someone you loved them: yeah sara again.<br />x. Met someone new: nope<br />x. Missed someone: klee<br />x. Hugged someone: sara<br />x. Kissed someone: sara urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:hopesxfalling:34117 2004-05-13T02:07:50Z 2004-05-13T02:07:50Z i wrote this just right now...<br />i think it should cover how im feeling...<br /><br /><br /><br />i have the worst feeling in the world right now...<br />right in my throat can you feel it?<br />that everytime i put this pen to paper <br />the ink bleeds inside my fingers<br />writing my hope, smearing my words.<br />The only answer is to see right through me,<br />lover deep inside my fingers, <br />i can right the perfect words to teach you all<br />my broken lessons<br />see right through me, see right through me.<br />Tell me what have i forgoten<br />am i dreaming, am i dreaming?<br />Mother mother spare the compostition of your childhood,<br />your unloved ones...your unloved ones.<br />In the room the echos lay like murder, <br />just like wolfves would,<br />just like you do, just like you do.<br />Blood is dripping from the pain inside us,<br />swelling comfort, <br />keeping us warm, <br />couldnt sit and tell me im the last one?<br />Before the sound goes, before the echos.<br />Tell me tell me, what have i forgoten<br />was it ever really meant for murder<br />am i sleeping<br />am i sleeping...? urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:hopesxfalling:33831 2004-05-10T19:58:29Z 2004-05-10T19:58:29Z Sunday bloody sunday - Evergreen terrace Contra is recording this week, i am stoked. We got a for sure practice spot, im so ready for this summer. Tour will be amazing. I cannot wait. I've been thinking a lot lately, since my dad has been talking about the draft or whatever, im not gonna run from it, but i dont want to go straight into infrantry, im thinking about joining the coast guard, theres a base right on strand, so that would help out emensly, i wanna go to brooks, that shit will pay for it. I think i might have to take a trip to disney land with sara. I really want to go with me and her, we are spending more time together, and i love it. I havent been happy like this for a while. I think if anything were growing together. Closer if you will. One more announcement. Sara and i have been thinking about marriage, and we both have decided that we are getting married next year. So yeah, i think thats what im so happy about i guess. haha. w o w. I'm feel all stupid and giddy when i think about that. So yea, im stoked. <br /><br />I think ill join a gym this weekend...<br />xoxo&lt;3 urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:hopesxfalling:33770 2004-05-07T06:11:52Z 2004-05-07T06:11:52Z All around me are familiar faces <br />Worn out places - worn out faces <br />Bright and early for their daily races <br />Going nowhere - going nowhere <br />And their tears are filling up their glasses <br />No expression - no expression <br />Hide my head I want to drown my sorrow <br />No tomorrow - no tomorrow<br /><br /><br />And I find it kind of funny<br />I find it kind of sad <br />The dreams in which I’m dying <br />Are the best I’ve ever had <br />I find it hard to tell you <br />I find it hard to take <br />When people run in circles it’s a very, very... <br /><br />Mad World <br /><br /><br />Children waiting for the day they feel good <br />Happy birthday - happy birthday <br />Made to feel the way that every child should <br />Sit and listen - sit and listen <br />Went to school and I was very nervous <br />No one knew me - no one knew me <br />Hello teacher tell me what’s my lesson <br />Look right through me - look right through me <br /><br />As I find it…Mad World <br />Enlarge your world <br />Mad World urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:hopesxfalling:33535 2004-04-20T05:39:15Z 2004-04-20T05:39:15Z <p><a name="cutid1"></a> </p> <p>Listen im sorry for avoiding you today, i have a lot of stuff running through my mind, as im sure you do to. I dont hate you, i could never hate you, everything that has happened just forget about it, im moving on, were all moving on. Fuck it. I'ts over. Ill deal with it. I have to. Don't be mad at anyone else but me. Nobody else deserves it except me. I hope one day we can look back on this and laugh, i still love you lil sis. My trust will return again. Give me time...xoxo</p> urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:hopesxfalling:33253 2004-04-20T02:20:30Z 2004-04-20T02:22:00Z AMERICAN NIGHTMARE PLEASE DIE <p><a name="cutid1"></a> </p> i wont go, cause ive been there before, it took my twenty years to pick my face off the floor, im sorry if "things" arnt the "same" but sleepless nights are hardly worth the cheapness of your game and if you know what i mean,then live for your fucking self cause life is to short to waste it on somebody else there was i time, when i sweared that i fucking cared burned now i walk with this fist in the fucking air and if you know what i mean, then live for your fucking self cause life is to short to waste it on somebody else GO i dont care, what they fucking say, there not the ones who gotta deal with the pain FUCK YOU black hearts breaking broken bonds broken fucking bonds... i should have known all a long FUCK YOU dont talk to me, im as deaf as i am blind you made me cheap, and thanks for wasted fucking time. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:hopesxfalling:32870 2004-04-14T17:55:17Z 2004-04-14T17:55:17Z BASICS...<br />Name: Nick Fatuation<br />Piercings: 0<br />Tattoos: 1<br />Height: 6'1<br />Shoe Size: 12<br />Hair Color: black <br />Length of hair: Nice and short<br />Eye Color: light brown<br />Siblings: 3<br /><br />LAST...<br />Movie You Rented: Fuck if i know<br />Movie You Bought: Dumb and Dumber<br />Song You Listened To: Carry on- So much of you<br />Song That Was Stuck In Your Head: Carry on- So much of you<br />CD You Bought or burned: Sex Positions<br />CD You Listened To: Carry on- So much of you<br />Person You've Called: Sara<br />Person That's Called You: Sara<br />TV Show You've Watched: Real World Vs. Road Rules<br />Person You Were Thinking Of: Ein<br /><br />DO...<br />You Have A BF Or GF: YES<br />You Have A Crush On Someone: Most definatly<br />You Wish You Could Live Somewhere Else: All the time <br />You Think About Suicide: Nopester<br />You Believe In Online Dating: Sure if you want to get laid real quick or something..<br />Others Find You Attractive: Nah.<br />You Want More Piercings: Just my ears, no streching though.<br />You Do Drugs: Nope<br />You Smoke: Yes<br />You Like Cleaning: Only to underoath<br />You Like Roller Coasters: FUCK YES<br />You Write In Cursive or Print: haha BOTH<br />You Carry A Donor Card: my blood, my body, BITCHES. If you want some greek inside you your gonna have to wait in line like everybody else.<br /><br /><br />FOR OR AGAINST...<br />Long Distance Relationships: It could happen.<br />Using Someone: Only richard.<br />Killing People: I've done it before, i wouldnt mind doing it again.<br />Teenage Smoking: Only if you give me some.<br />Doing Drugs: Only if they die next to me so i can laugh.<br />Premarital Sex: For<br />Driving Drunk: Against<br />Gay/Lesbian Relationships: Against <br />Soap Operas: FUCK EM<br /><br /><br />FAVORITE...<br />Food: Pizza<br />Song: Carry on - So much of you<br />Thing To Do: Sara<br />Thing To Talk About: Being in a band.<br />Sports: Hockey, boxing. UFC.<br />Drinks: Cherry Coke<br />Clothes: Camo shorts and death threat t-shirt.<br />Movies: Dawn of the dead, Once upon a time in mexico, Hellfest.<br />Band/Singer: Wes Nightmare, jake too! 8====D<br />Holiday: None, i hate them all.<br />Cars: My truck.<br /><br /><br />HAVE YOU...<br />Ever Cried Over A Girl: Once, fucking bitch.<br />Ever Been In A Fist Fight: Hahaha, let me show you my knuckles!<br />Ever Been Arrested: LETS NOT GET INTO THAT.<br /><br />WHAT...<br />Shampoo Do You Use: 97 cent kind<br />Cologne Do You Use: Axe Essence<br />Shoes Do You Wear: Nike<br />Are You Scared Of: Getting knocked out by javi at shows.<br /><br />NUMBER...<br />Of Times I Have Been In Love: 3<br />Of Times I Have Had My Heart Broken: 2<br />Of Hearts I Have Broken: Lots. Yeah....<br />Of Continents I Have Lived In: what?<br />Of Drugs Taken Illegally: one<br />Type of friends: Everyone i know really. Or people ive said id die for in a crying histarical mode.<br />Of People I Consider My Enemies: Street preformers and old people.<br />Of Times My Name Has Appeared In The Newspaper: 2<br />Of Scars On My Body: to many.<br />Of Things In My Past That I Regret: Too much to type.<br /><br /><br />FAVORITE...<br />Disney Movie: Lilo & Stitch<br />Scent: Strawberry sherbert<br />Word: Gnar, Grizzly, Captin, my wierd sound effects i do.<br />Nickname: Lil opa, Nickstravigansa, Nick Fatuation, Nieko, Binky baker heart breaker money maker consolidator. <br />Guy Name: Dub tub<br />Girl Name: Rainee<br />Eye Color: Blue or green..(ooh baby..)<br />Flower: IRIS FAG<br />Piercing: ehh... lip i guess.<br />Actor: Richard Urbina<br />Actress: Slutnella<br /><br />DO YOU THINK YOU ARE...<br />Handsome: Nope<br />Funny: LOOKING<br />Hot: Nope<br />Friendly: Always<br />Amusing: to some.<br />Ugly: Most definatly<br />Loveable: Ill grow on ya.<br />Pessimistic: Mostly<br />Optimistic: nah<br />Caring: Yes<br />Sweet: Yes<br />Dorky: Most of the time.